Are you Proud?

Grace McGrath

At first, when I found out I had autism, I wasn’t because I didn’t believe the diagnosis.  However, with more reflection, I was prouder because it was impressive what I had done when I was having sensory overload or a meltdown.  I find myself looking for people in the media and shows who are autistic because I really want my community to be seen as effective.  I know am easier on myself, though, because I know there is nothing wrong with me.  I am proud of what I have done and will do, and that means not forcing myself to do things all the time that can cause discomfort.  There are still times I may not be proud, but I am working through that by knowing that I will be different than neurotypicals, and that isn’t a bad thing.  I posted on social media about it, and that felt like a big step because I was afraid.  That was very helpful for me to start to feel proud.